LittleMissMeen

goodnight, i guess im just gonna go to fantasy land and forget bout my problems for a short 7 hour, then think bout all of it again,,,*forcing a smile :) Goodnight and sweet dreams hopefully you will dream a peaceful dream tonight :D and i hope i can make it through this ordeal..i know i can..and i will...insyaAllah

i feel like i have a thousand words to say. some are happy, sad, mad, stressed, sometimes i feel like locking myself in a box away from all the problems in the world. feel free to just forget about my problems and feel free to be by myself and stress-free. sometimes it gets really tough and i just wanna cry,, but the tears wont wash away my problems. ill just have to wash my face and continue thinking bout my problems again. i know that most of it will be gone and are just temporary, not long term probs but i do have to face them now,,, yeah so the only option i have is to be patient and strong. but am i that strong enough?:'( :'(

I was planning to do manicure. I havent done it yet and planning to do it soon. hmm... but i dunno where and how much??... i checked at KLCC it was rm40 but that is too far from my house.

Dear SPM candidates, since several have been asking me I might as well write it here and you can read it whenever you want. First believe in yourself, don't be taken in by any negative comments even if that comment is from someone you truly love and trust. You believe in yourself no matter what ANYONE says. Work hard. There is no such thing as getting AWESOME grades if you just sit down and relax. After working hard only can you bertawakkal to ALLAH and ask for HIS guidance. Make sacrifices for example: while everyone is enjoying their time going out and gong for parties, you stay home and study cuz you having an exam soon. Hello! this doesn't mean you cant go to any party. Just limit yourself and don't go to too many or to the ones near your exam because it will distract you. :D Next dont forget to "manja" yourself sometimes with the things you like. Feel relaxed when you study and do it cuz you really want to and you have to. I never ever slept late to study and...

That morning i woke up and started to do everything slowly so that i will reach school late to get my results. I made excuses and told my mum to settle all her stuff first before going to my school to get the results. Finally when the clock showed 10 am, my mum said no we have to go to school now:) i was like oh my!!... butterflies were in my stomach and i felt my insides so hot and my heart was pounding and my palms were kinda sweaty. i wasnt this nervous yesterday but now that we're right in front of the school, i started to feel the heat and tension. =^.^= Ok so i entered and straight headed to the toilet. The moment i stepped in memories flashed in my mind cuz so many things happened last yearin this very toilet. I remember making frequent visits with Vinosha and i remember Raihan trimming my hair so that it will look nicer. I remember looking in the mirror and taking pictures. Hm...never thought a toilet will bring back so many memories. Ok so next i headed ...

On Tuesday, (the day before SPM) i went to KLCC with Puteri and Saemah. I wasnt working and my driving class was cancelled so it was SUPERB!! hehe My mum fetched Puteri at her house since her parents are performing umrah. Then my mum sent us to Setiawangsa LRT and we went there ourselves. When we reached KlCC and was about to exit LRT, i accidentally went through the wrong way and embarasses myself (so much for not using the LRT often teehee) . Then we met Saemah on our way to the cinema. She had a really brilliant make-over. With new haircut and braces. Suddenly Famira messaged me and said I see u.... which freaked me out at first but then i saw her from far and we waved at her. We watched Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa which is really nice Malay movie (half in English and half in Malay). There are even some American or British actors. I like Merong Mahawangsa.:D OH! we got the ticket for just RM9 cuz it started before 12pm so there was a student promotion. After the movie, i saw a few mis...

On Friday, 11 march i was happily going online and chatting with Ishaq i think.. and Aniq and one more person was Raihan or Puteri.. oh wait i think it was Anis. EH no anis texted me. ok whatever the main thing was that i was happily texting, chatting with some people when... I received a email with my name on it. hmm...i was curious and the time was 10.44 pm. Friday night. I opened the email and was SUPER DELIGHTED to see that Shell sent me an email stating that i succeeded for the first interview(telephone interview) and I was invited to Shell House Kuala Lumpur for the second interview. Ok so the first thing i did was scrolled down the page and searched for the date 16 March 2011. What the ??!!!! OMG that was the date for my trip. Next week was suppose to be the school holidays and i already arranged everything for our family trip to Afamosa. We were gonna book a villa and stay there for 3 days 2 nights. my aunties uncles grandparents cousins second cousins, everyone was gonna be ...

23 March 2011 is the official date. Feeling a mixture of emotions but i dont wanna start talking bout how i feel or else i will be too worried bout it. I pray and tawakkal to ALLAH swt. insyaALLAH ,

First thing, sombong means arrogant in Malay. its so common when people are shy, others will say that they are sombong. Some are mmg sombong in general but people like me,,, sometimes im just shy. That's all. I can be totally shy-free at times but only if im comfortable with that person or if i think that person wants to talk to me. hmm.. but most of the time im not shy. Sometimes when you start talking to someone, you'll realise how nice the person is compared t your thoughts when you first met him or her. I face the same thing to sometimes but i think people should not be TOO extremely shy or else people will give up trying to talk to him or her. People People Life Life. A subject that is never-ending and always sth to talk about..

PRIVACY-FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i think that was 2 words.. urrghh!i hate it that facebook has no privacy at all. Everything you write comes out at home page. Everything u post comes out at HOME PAGE. Everything you say comes out AT HOME PAGE! Everything you do comes OUT AT HOME PAGE!!! Every picture you post comes out at HOME PAGE!! ok ok i'll chill:) its not like hate facebook.i just hate how its starting to invade your privacy more and more. I even took out the year of my birth cuz i know many crazy things are going on in facebook. i ahve no idea how people can give their IC number on fb. maybe they just have no idea how dangerous that can be. Well the only reason I get on facebook a lot is because I wanna keep in touch with my friends and families that live faraway. Now ive finished school i barely see any of them and fb is a great way to keep in touch. I just wished i could change the settings and control what people can see and what they cannot. I bet many people are gonna...

i just did this exercise on CD for super stomachs or whatever they call it haha:) have been doing this routine for as long as I can remember cuz my mum bought the CD when I was standard 5 or 6 and have been using it since then. The name of the trainer is Denise Austin. It only takes 13 minutes app. Quick and at least I exercise. SIgh...........im not exercising much these days and im gaining weight. Im not complaining cuz i know im not fat or anything but its not pleasant to gain weight no matter what size you are. i gotta get working and start exercising more. TIME TIME TIME reasons for not doing so,,, Im even eating more nowadays. that day I went to Kayu near McDonalds in front of ISKL. we were gonna have breakfast there. OK wait..that was last sunday. 13 March 2011.:) i was like super hungry and i wanted to order 1 roti canai 1 tosai 1 roti telur and 1 roti planta. my mums shocked expression made me minus the tosai:P hehehe i took the rest but ended up letting my cousins finish it. ...

Last week at this time I got an email from Shell stating that I made it to the second interview that would be face-to-face. Now a week has passed and I think that it was long ago. Hmm.. tomorrow I will be back to work. Back to all the usual stuff. haizzz... i did have a 3 days holiday at A Famosa but it seems never enough. I miss all the fun and now back to reality. Opened my email and saw one from my boss. I knew that meant back to work and do my stuff. *sigh Today i got back to KL at 3pm and we stopped by my auntie's house. After spending some time there, we went home at 7 pm. Tiring but fun. Over at my grandma's house i talked to the maid and she told me some stuff. Her life stories and they were pretty sad. oh actually im supposed to write about the shell second interview for scholarship but im really tired now. i think i will do so soon=D=D catcha later im gonna fix the test paper for my class tomorrow.:)bye love ya

i suddenly saw this picture and remembered how happy i felt at that time and i knew everybody did too. kinda random:)hehe memories of high school i have this i miss my friends syndrome sometimes teehee

today was one of the best days ever. i didnt go anywhere or did anything much in specific but i had a break from practically everything. i started off waking up a little late than usual around 9. i wished my little brother goodbye cuz he was going to school. He is the cutest creature ok i think its better if i say baby but seriously i cant find anything cuter than him. i used to be obsessed with cats and kittens but now he''s around and he gets cuter by the day. :) yesterday he told me i love so much like the sky because i brought him tot he playground. when we reached home he said i love you very little like an ant. During my break time at work yesterday i bought these stickers for him and today we put them nicely on a sheet of paper and pasted it on the wall in his room. he was so happy and he asked me to stay downstairs with him. ok so today i got to read my favourite book. i follow the Hous eof Night series so i wa reading the latest edition- Awakened. its super nice and ...