LittleMissMeen

Dear all, Thank you for visiting LittleMissMeen ! :) I would just like to kindly announce that i have decided to publish Part 3 due to requests and also the fact that i have started the whole story so it would be right for me to continue it and provide a proper ending ^^ I had no idea i remembered those stuff. They were never in my mind and i mean this literally. Maybe somewhere in my heart, it left a scar and i guess that's what helped me remember most of it.  To those who blog, keep writing. To those who read, keep reading!  PART 3 will be released  in 1 week. Take care and have a splendid last week of February. Happy March !

There are some things that you naturally see in a blog and there are certain things that remain hidden, only revealed to the blog owner. When I first created my blog, the total page views were steadily changing from 1 digit to 2 digits to 3 digits and when it reached 4 digits, it stayed there for almost a year. Imagine waiting for it to turn 5 digit is like from 1000 to 9999 and finally 10000.  The last post i published was Teenage Love is Full of Drama Part 2 and that time my total page views were still in the 9000 range. I thought i would lke to be the one to see it turning 10 000. Unfortunately when i opened my blog the next day, it was already 10 087.  Speaking of this, I'm pretty surprised how my recent post Teenage Love is Full of Drama made it to the Popular Post Chart, making it to the 6th most popular post on my blog. No post can beat Shell Telephone Interview of course. You can actually see the Top 10 Popular Post chart on the right side of my blog. Scroll down a...

When somebody you love is upset..you feel miserable.  When you don't know why they are upset, its worse .  When you're the reason they're upset, its worse than miserable.... That's how I felt. I knew something was wrong. Was it my fault? Was it my lack of attention? What did i do? How can I fix it? He was alright whenever he met me. However, he started seeing me less and I started missing him more. He acted normal like nothing is wrong and I am feeling like something is wrong.  I couldn't think of what i ever did. I was forever faithful to him and i didn't even go out or even text much with my guy friends at that time. I thought it may be SPM stress afterall it was in September and Deepavali was coming. I assumed it must be some family matter that he didn't want to share. I was ok and happy again. We had a short break for Deepavali and upon return to school, I heard the worst news ever that my eardrums tried not to receive the sound signals at...

Before i started writing this, i wondered if i would feel the pain in my heart recalling those precious moments..I wonder if i would start crying or if i would be emotionally affected by it. But. No. I am absolutely fine and i don't feel anything... I guess i am well over it... And that was never easy to achieve.... Especially for someone like me... *   *   *   *   *   *   *   *   *  * Biography: I was 16. He was 17.  My birthday was Jan15, his Jan19.   I was a sophomore.He was my senior. I am a Malay mix. He is Chinese + Indian = Chindian.  His friends thought i was Chindian, my friends thought he was Malay.  He played basketball. I loved basketball.  His name started with a K. My favourite letter was K, long before I even knew him.  When I first saw him, i never knew there would be anything special between us. I felt normal and i guess so did he. We had no activities in commo...

I was thinking of what to write on my blog since the beginning of today. I haven't been going online for days and was looking forward to Friday where I could update my blog. I was thinking of my blog title on my way back home from college, while washing the dishes after dinner and finally i thought : Fine. How about just write something personal for a change and then resume to my articles of the day later ,,hehe Earlier today it was such a noisy, busy and funny day full of laughter and noise. Now its only the sound of me pressing the keys on my laptop and silence. My house is very silent at night, that's why i have to whisper silently when my friends call me at night. (actually i can make all the noise i want as long as it doesnt wake up the little baby) Having a cute little brother has its cons too afterall. Hey! When he was just born it was worse. I couldn't even turn on the lights in the hall at night or even make a single noise (includes playing the piano) when he wa...

I know everyone's so excited about Valentine's Day because it is a day of love. *ifeelloveintheair* kind of feeling. You must be wondering why I still haven't posted on that. Hmm,, you know I'm a very private person right? You will only know things by 2 ways : 1. You're my close friend. 2. You read my blog. To me, love is something very personal and I don't like to blog about my personal love life. No offence on love/ couple blog guys! My own friend has his own blog with his girlfriend and I find it pretty sweet. But, the issue is too sensitive for me. I can't write on my current love life but I can write on my past love life. So in this Valentine's Bonus Story, the story starts from year 2009 ( I won't go toooo back in time so you guys will feel that its pretty recent right?) where a senior guy confessed to LittleMissMeen and told the whole school he loved her. She barely knew him and he purposely told the entire school so that she will ac...

I promised a post today and one hour left to fulfill my promise. Here I am sitting in front of my laptop after a tiring day *sigh actually a tiresome week of classes and settling the 1001 things on my to-do list. Did you ever realise as we grow up, we feel that time is passing faster and faster every year? Can you remember what happened last year or what happened last 2 years? Do they feel very recent to you? I bet you don't even realise that some things have occured more than a year ago.  When we were small, we often looked forward to birthdays. Now that we're older, a birthday is defined as a day of aging with fear of looking old or wrinkly or ugly. Well, face the fact peeps! You're going through a " life cycle" and every cycle has its beginning and its end...*yikes Time feels fast either because: You are enjoying your time so you wished it lasted longer. You are always wishing time was slower (law of attraction occurs when the opposite happens) You...

Next post will be published Sunday, 12th February 2012. Time: ?? Look below... Time will tell

Who says Science students cannot love literature?  Hello?! I am a pure science student and I write my own songs, poems (even for competitions they ask me the source and I say: Self-created), I write short drama scripts (in case you've viewed my Malaysian Studies Video: under label for videos in my blog), I took literature for fun with Puan Jugdeep and I loved the whole drama and the art of writing and expressing your feelings through complex words. Its a hobby and something that brings me to another world other than reading my House of Night series and playing the piano, writing is something i intensely enjoy. So if you like literature but you're a science student, go ahead and give it a try! Trust me is worth your time.

You never see my tears  As I play good hide-and-seek My tears hide so well You won't be able to see I feel like telling you Scared I might spoil your mood And keep it to myself Pretend I'm wearing a hood At night it all comes back to me Daytime it disappears Gone only temporary Surprise! Suddenly its here I cry till the last tear drop Until I fall asleep Wishing it will go And let me sleep in peace I know you did not realise  But it hurts me badly To think of what you've done After years of loyalty If there is something I did wrong Let me apologise straight to you Or write it publicly here To prove that I am true When I think of giving up Our memories haunt me down Till I just break down and cry Wishing you were here with me now I thought you had changed But you proved that you have not You may not be like before But let's give life a new start :)

Hello everyone! How are you doing? Today I made my own home-made chocolate chip cookies with the help of my forever helpful maid, Kak Asna. So after a 2 months break with a big exam in between, its time to go back to college tomorrow for Semester 2. It seems like HELP University has been lenient and awfully nice to grant me such a sweet, long holiday and tomorrow I'll face the truth that its time to wake up early again and face reality.  To cheer myself up, this little cookie box found me this morning after breakfast (refer below) and I agreed to create yummy cookies outta them. I've always had a companion doing it with me, usually my sister if I'm at home but she had work today. And her last words were " Hey, not fair you're baking without me." I promised to save a barrel for her when she comes back tonight and its safe downstairs now. Anyways, making the chocolate chip cookie was fun fun fun! It didn't take long and here are the simple steps on how t...

People usually share ways to lose weight and ways to diet but here I'm going to write on something different, something you may or may not have found before. Do you feel like you're eating too much or your appetite is uncontrollable. You've just had lunch and suddenly you feel like having cake or a sandwich. Maybe for some people who require a lot of energy daily, its good and you don't see any effect on your body. But for some people the effects aren't very pleasant especially if you start seeing flabs growing like uncontrollable moss all over your body plus the fact that you cant fit in your favourite jeans. Some people feel depressed and start eating disorders. I'm not the type who restricts what I can eat. I eat when its time and I'll eat till I'm full. If i feel like getting a second serving, i'll get it without any guilt and my mum will just stare at me and say " Wow big appetite today!" To be honest my parents are very concerne...

I was quite reluctant to write this because I don't want people thinking : Gosh she thinks she's so good.  No, I don't think I'm so good and perfect but if everytime I think like this, I can't write anything beneficial for you guys. I'll just update about my life and that'll be boring. I want to write something that you can benefit from too.  Oh and thanks to one of me readers for the request on this topic. I appreciate your response and feedback :) Ok, let's get started! In life, you have obligations and priorities. What is obligation, some of you might be asking? Obligation is something that you are suppose to do, something you are responsible of and should be doing. In life, you also have people, love and fun. As a human, you can pretend you don't like something good. But every human being created on this Earth is made in a way that he/she will always like and hope for good things. For instance, beauty, intelligence, being loved, nice body,...