Poem: Hidden Tears

You never see my tears 

As I play good hide-and-seek

My tears hide so well

You won't be able to see

I feel like telling you

Scared I might spoil your mood

And keep it to myself

Pretend I'm wearing a hood

At night it all comes back to me

Daytime it disappears

Gone only temporary

Surprise! Suddenly its here

I cry till the last tear drop

Until I fall asleep

Wishing it will go

And let me sleep in peace

I know you did not realise 

But it hurts me badly

To think of what you've done

After years of loyalty

If there is something I did wrong

Let me apologise straight to you

Or write it publicly here

To prove that I am true

When I think of giving up

Our memories haunt me down

Till I just break down and cry

Wishing you were here with me now

I thought you had changed

But you proved that you have not

You may not be like before

But let's give life a new start :)