LittleMissMeen

This week is gonna really busy..omg i can even smell it O.O They keep on asking have u done this have you done that.Omg im getting to it. im even doing it tomorrow. Be patient would ya.. I wonder how it feels to be ruled by a super-annoying-think-im all-right-and-your-wrong manager. hmm..must be terriFRYING (hot hot hot:$) Im excited for driving tomorrow since i already got my L license. I hope ill do ok..i mean i am kinda scared driving on the road but yeahh..guess i have to learn:D omg sometimes i dont feel like im 18. its like just the digits have changes but I am still the young childish me inside. and i cant believe its actually time for me to drive, cook, look up universities, go for interviews, work they just dont sound like they're for me. But my mind is beginning to accept all those stuff and making me believe that im 18 yeahh two more years to getting my age starting with a 2. How great could that possibly be?...hee i feel sleepy now and not many are online tonight.guess...

hmm...its always like this now. i already replied and now I have to wait so long. I didnt have credit for goodness sake. haih..i have a busy day tomorrow and i just have to drop this for awhile. How far can it go?...urrghh i dunno. But what Im so confused is why write a message to make it seem like you're writing to someone else. If you wanna tell me sth go ahead.In fact i was happy to get a message from him after one day with no news. Complicated aye?...Why is it so hard for guys to express true feelings without (like my english teachers like to say)beat around the bush. This is not the first time and not the first person to do it either. I guess best explanation must be ego..haha but its rather cute to think that he might be shy to directly say he misses you and manipulates the info by bringing up a random statement which doesnt sound like a question or even a sentence hahahXD some people can like go directly and say it in the face and some have their own ways of conveying the me...

15 Jan was my bday and 17Jan was my mommys bday.OMG its so close that we always celebrate together:) I had a lovely time at Ar-Rawsha and meeting up and playing several games of Black Magic. I even saw Cikgu Imran there. Well then we went to get my bday gift- a gold necklace.Its so gorgeous small and cute, i cant take it off. hahahaXD I also got a purse, a watch, a cardigen, A COOKING SET and etc. im just obsessed with cooking right now.^^ DRIVING the schedule is full this week so I have to start next Monday only.ayayai. I guess its cuz of my request for a particular teacher. hmm... cant wait to drive tho>, Today i followed my mom to the gym and WOW it was superb. It feels great to sweat and burn those calories. Im not sure how much I burned but then guess i gained them back after eating nasi lemak.muahaha

had a great time driving and all but now i feel so urrgghh dunno how to say it.stomachache headache. think im gonna sleep early today=.=

Today was the first time ever in my life that i actually started an engine and drove a car. Believe it or not, i was super scared and nervous and I didnt prepare myself mentally to drive cuz as far as I was concern today was still phase 1 which meant just listening no driving. omg it was embarassing at first when I had to ask every single tiny thing and barely know a thing bout driving but it worked in the end. I got Cikgu Sham for my teacher and he's pretty nice and patient with me which is a good thing since he has to repeat things like " Lepas clutch perlahan2" 1 second later both of us are jerked forward...i forgot he said that. omg terrible me!>. #Conclusion: I think it was a good try today for the first time sitting in the drivers seat but i still have some problems controlling the steering at sharp junctions,,,omg i feel dizzy now Toodles:)

we live in a world full of people. If there were no people i bet it would be really creepy around here. but the word people brings in so many topics,so many confusions, so many conflicts, sadness, happiness, disappointments, success, jealousy, a mixture of emotions, love, hatred, so so many different things. Well people dont really seem what you think from the outside. Someone whom you think is arrogant from the outward appearance may seem like the nicest person you've ever met after knowong him or her. Someone who looks all the time cool and brave may be frightened by something as small as a mouse. Someone who seems happy and cheerful all the time may be just great at hiding his or her sorrow and living posotively. Someone who lives in hatred and disgust may have become that way because he or she has never felt any love in their lives. A person who never seems to smile may not be because they are too proud of themselves but it may be because they feel insecure of others perspectiv...

Next week at this time Im gonna be 18.omg im kinda sad since i getting old so fast. well to look on the bright side i should be thankful to live till this very day.hmm...today is pretty what do you call it.Oh!i would call today a stationary day...because nthg much really happened nthg bad happened i wasnt bored the whole day nor was I occupied the whole day either so I call it stationary.hahaha well I kept on trying to do that theory practice thing and I failed a few times so now...pretty gloomy. I did pass few times too but I just have one more day till exam. i really hope i can pass INSYA ALLAH. Well yeah so now I borrowed a few vampire books from Insyira but havent read it yet. Im on this wonderful book called Chicken Soup for the Girls Soul. Enjoying it a lotttt! Wait i just realised that I like to start a sentence with "well" hahahaha Well, em ok lemme change I browsed through some engineerin courses that Im interested in.hmm..still thinking bout it. I promised some frie...