LittleMissMeen

Confidence...? hmm...many people lack of this and some are just too over confident. Both are not good and you have to know how to act in different situations. Ill share my own experience with you on how i dealt with my own confidence and self-esteem. In my preteen years, I started to transform in many ways and i was the old me anymore. I was shy and really really unconfident of myself. It was like a turning point in my life when everything about me began to change. I did not enjoy the things i used to in elementary school except for studying since that barely involved interacting with people. My social skills were bad I would say. I could do class presentations perfectly and teachers praised me for that. I could complete an assignment accurately and have it well-done. I could get wonderful grades and be the top 10 students in my new school but one thing i couldnt do well was being confident with myself. Since i was not confident with myself, this affected my social life and pretty much

Today is Prophet Muhammad's bday and for the first time i went with my mom to the mosque for some talks and the celebration. Im glad to participate in religious activities once in awhile. Its good for your soul seriously especially if you want peace and serenity in your life. Afterall,this world is temporary and you need the make preparation for the hereafter:) Well, yeah so when I went there,I saw SO many of my old friends from my previous school. Some i havent seen in ages maybe since elementary school. Its good to see that they're still alive.haha i mean ive like lost contact with almost all since i moved to my new school. We went back pretty early.It was suppose to end at 2 but we left at 11sth cuz there were some things we had to do. Glad i came and hoping to come again soon!:):)

Guys are so good at it. You never know when they actually mean what they say. You hear something sweet from them and after awhile you hear them repeating it to another girl. Life's like that till you find someone faithful enough. There's no rush so enjoy life with the love ones around you while you can. I know its disappointing but what can you do? Go up to him and ask him why did you just repeat what you said to me to another girl??No way. That ruins the ego. hahahah joking XD Of course you cant say that. To me, go ahead do what you want but you just missed out the opportunity to win one of the best girls around. hahaha :D and you're not the last guy on Earth. Well yea so ill admit things like this are pretty complicated. Like i said, just go with the flow and enjoy every second of life:D:D

The reason why I feel obliged to write about this on my blog was because I had a Shell telephone interview last Friday which was 2 days ago and trust me i couldnt imagine myself surviving that interview until i got a few tips from some people who had it a few years ago and shared it on their blog. So the purpose of me writing this is so that  whoever going to a similar one can get help from what I'm about to write. :):) Before the interview I applied in Jan with the help of my mum who actually took the time and went to search for available scholarships to apply for.Thanks mum!!!Love you. Well yeah so at the end of Jan I got this email from Shell stating that they will be calling me for an interview. I waited and waited for them to call me but no call...Finally after the first week of Feb I decided to call them up and ask. They told me that they were following the alphabetical order of names and my name was kinda at the back of the list.It was Chinese New Year holidays and a

When you feel like everythings not right, its just your thoughts; cuz reality is better than that. When you feel like that person is making you feel bad, ignore them cuz they're just threatened by you. When you feel like you're alone, remember God Almighty and He is always there; watching you so that you will always have a companion. When you feel like its so dark, there's always light deep inside you; cuz you are special. When you feel so lost, there is always a way to every problem cuz He will not test you with things you cannot cope with. When you feel so heartbroken, cheer up cuz life goes on and you have no idea what is awaiting you; only time will time and you will regret all this reminiscing. When you feel so leftout, don't worry cuz you're not the only one feeling that. When you feel betrayed, be happy cuz God is just and bad will be punished with bad. When you feel so hurt, look at all the wonderful things you have remember that justice will happen; if not

last monday i had my first on the road driving lesson and my very first interview too. I got the job offer. omg im so thankful to Allah for helping me out. Well so i started work last week till 10pm so i barely had time to do anything when i got back. Saturday was a full class from 10am till 6pm but then mommy brought us to Jusco Setiawangsa for early dinner i guess:P yummy oh tomorrow im going to Melaka so i bet its gonna be loads of fun cuz last time i went there was Hari Raya. So tired now.Think im gonna sleep. Nights^^

This week is gonna really busy..omg i can even smell it O.O They keep on asking have u done this have you done that.Omg im getting to it. im even doing it tomorrow. Be patient would ya.. I wonder how it feels to be ruled by a super-annoying-think-im all-right-and-your-wrong manager. hmm..must be terriFRYING (hot hot hot:$) Im excited for driving tomorrow since i already got my L license. I hope ill do ok..i mean i am kinda scared driving on the road but yeahh..guess i have to learn:D omg sometimes i dont feel like im 18. its like just the digits have changes but I am still the young childish me inside. and i cant believe its actually time for me to drive, cook, look up universities, go for interviews, work they just dont sound like they're for me. But my mind is beginning to accept all those stuff and making me believe that im 18 yeahh two more years to getting my age starting with a 2. How great could that possibly be?...hee i feel sleepy now and not many are online tonight.guess