LittleMissMeen

goodnight, i guess im just gonna go to fantasy land and forget bout my problems for a short 7 hour, then think bout all of it again,,,*forcing a smile :) Goodnight and sweet dreams hopefully you will dream a peaceful dream tonight :D and i hope i can make it through this ordeal..i know i can..and i will...insyaAllah

i feel like i have a thousand words to say. some are happy, sad, mad, stressed, sometimes i feel like locking myself in a box away from all the problems in the world. feel free to just forget about my problems and feel free to be by myself and stress-free. sometimes it gets really tough and i just wanna cry,, but the tears wont wash away my problems. ill just have to wash my face and continue thinking bout my problems again. i know that most of it will be gone and are just temporary, not long term probs but i do have to face them now,,, yeah so the only option i have is to be patient and strong. but am i that strong enough?:'( :'(

I was planning to do manicure. I havent done it yet and planning to do it soon. hmm... but i dunno where and how much??... i checked at KLCC it was rm40 but that is too far from my house.

Dear SPM candidates, since several have been asking me I might as well write it here and you can read it whenever you want. First believe in yourself, don't be taken in by any negative comments even if that comment is from someone you truly love and trust. You believe in yourself no matter what ANYONE says. Work hard. There is no such thing as getting AWESOME grades if you just sit down and relax. After working hard only can you bertawakkal to ALLAH and ask for HIS guidance. Make sacrifices for example: while everyone is enjoying their time going out and gong for parties, you stay home and study cuz you having an exam soon. Hello! this doesn't mean you cant go to any party. Just limit yourself and don't go to too many or to the ones near your exam because it will distract you. :D Next dont forget to "manja" yourself sometimes with the things you like. Feel relaxed when you study and do it cuz you really want to and you have to. I never ever slept late to study and...

That morning i woke up and started to do everything slowly so that i will reach school late to get my results. I made excuses and told my mum to settle all her stuff first before going to my school to get the results. Finally when the clock showed 10 am, my mum said no we have to go to school now:) i was like oh my!!... butterflies were in my stomach and i felt my insides so hot and my heart was pounding and my palms were kinda sweaty. i wasnt this nervous yesterday but now that we're right in front of the school, i started to feel the heat and tension. =^.^= Ok so i entered and straight headed to the toilet. The moment i stepped in memories flashed in my mind cuz so many things happened last yearin this very toilet. I remember making frequent visits with Vinosha and i remember Raihan trimming my hair so that it will look nicer. I remember looking in the mirror and taking pictures. Hm...never thought a toilet will bring back so many memories. Ok so next i headed ...

On Tuesday, (the day before SPM) i went to KLCC with Puteri and Saemah. I wasnt working and my driving class was cancelled so it was SUPERB!! hehe My mum fetched Puteri at her house since her parents are performing umrah. Then my mum sent us to Setiawangsa LRT and we went there ourselves. When we reached KlCC and was about to exit LRT, i accidentally went through the wrong way and embarasses myself (so much for not using the LRT often teehee) . Then we met Saemah on our way to the cinema. She had a really brilliant make-over. With new haircut and braces. Suddenly Famira messaged me and said I see u.... which freaked me out at first but then i saw her from far and we waved at her. We watched Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa which is really nice Malay movie (half in English and half in Malay). There are even some American or British actors. I like Merong Mahawangsa.:D OH! we got the ticket for just RM9 cuz it started before 12pm so there was a student promotion. After the movie, i saw a few mis...

On Friday, 11 march i was happily going online and chatting with Ishaq i think.. and Aniq and one more person was Raihan or Puteri.. oh wait i think it was Anis. EH no anis texted me. ok whatever the main thing was that i was happily texting, chatting with some people when... I received a email with my name on it. hmm...i was curious and the time was 10.44 pm. Friday night. I opened the email and was SUPER DELIGHTED to see that Shell sent me an email stating that i succeeded for the first interview(telephone interview) and I was invited to Shell House Kuala Lumpur for the second interview. Ok so the first thing i did was scrolled down the page and searched for the date 16 March 2011. What the ??!!!! OMG that was the date for my trip. Next week was suppose to be the school holidays and i already arranged everything for our family trip to Afamosa. We were gonna book a villa and stay there for 3 days 2 nights. my aunties uncles grandparents cousins second cousins, everyone was gonna be ...